wow...how long i didnt update my blog dy? erm...well,since my last blog was talk bout my birthday,then..should be quite long ago...wakaka...and y i'm here?erm...suddenly feel got mood to blog something...

quite alot of thing happen during tis ...err..3 month maybe...

1st,i finish my diploma,and currently work in a tuition centre as tutor...well,working is not my 1st choice actually..i always wan to continue my degree..but,$$$ is much more important than everything expecially when u need it to support ur dream...so,i 'temporary' quit study n working n try to earn some and get back to Uni ASAP...

i really hope everything can go smooth...pray hard for it...

another story bout my job..just feel that those kids was SO~~~~~HORRIBLE...i sure i'm not that naughty when i'm in tat age..i swear!!! suddenly feel hesitate bout having my own child...how can i handle them?think i will lose my patient when they start noisy and not listen to u and totally ignored ur word...feel so ^%$%@$&*^(*&)**....and really KNS...but my company was ok,everyone was kind and friendly..

let me think...wat else...err....

oh ya,me n my boy just having dinner to 'celebrate' our 6 month anniversary on 24/6...sound lame,but...nvm...something doesnt look fresh everyday,but we have to find something and do something to keep the feeling fresh....

i do have a feeling that i'm not only with him for 6 month..but,on the fact,it do! its just 6 month...err...feel like longer...and together,we pass through alot,and i can say this might be the most difficult relationship among all those relationship that i have..y? erm...tat's lot of reason to make tis statement actually...our age and mind gaps,his family,my attitude,our pass,our point of view,and everything around us that could make a bomb or an issue between us...

sometime,i do lose confidence ...not to him,but myself..we have so much different,and so much principle that we cannot give in,can we handle tis relationship well?

i know,he is a good guy,mature,caring,gentle...but..he is 29yrs old, and maybe i'm not that age and mature to understand his mind and he forgot how to understand the sound from 22yrs old..i do hope i can have some color and energy in life...some passion and little bit wild maybe..but for him,he just wan everything last longing,just like plain water,good for health,no any additional flavour...well,i know plain water is good for health,but,i do really think that life need something that 'out of the box' and sometime lost control to make it become interesting and attractive...

he is a good guy,but...he might not be a good lover...