X'mas Tree

Yeah yeah..here to update my blog..but wat should i write?ehh....temporary no idea...but nvm lah..everytime i also feel tat dunno wat to write..but till the end..blah blah blah end up with so many nonsence and bullshit wat i always called 'rojak'...haiz...(but 'rojak' is also one of malaysia culture..we make lot of efford to mix it in our language,food,culture and etc...in Malaysia,we have 'rojak' everywhere...deng deng..)

now is 8:53pm,but i havnt have my dinner yet,i'm HUNGRY like hell...but i still have to wait...i hate this kind of feeling,seem like i cannot done a simple thing independently..but who to blame?i have no own car and transport,and my house area nth to eat,and somesay it's dangerous for a girl to walk alone at Wangsa Maju here at night..i hate the life like tis,i wan to be independence,i wan to be alone,i dun wan relay on anyone,wait someone to save me,the feeling is sux..i'm not those weak woman,i'm not princess..i dun wan knight,i dun need them...

let's talk bout something happy to forgot my hungry..erm...

oh ya,it's so fast come the december..wat did december meant to me..well,it's meant tat x'mas is coming and i can putting up my x'mas tree...hahaha....yaya..i'm putting it up since last 2 week..will it be to early?nah nah..nvm lah...
well well...i do love x'mas much much much...erm..can say is my favourite festival among the whole years..(no,i dun like CNY,although can get 'extra income'..but i still dun like it..due to some 'family problem'..)..since young,i think is start from my kindergarden time,i was send to a chatolic school..and i still remember every x'mas we have to go back to school,although it was in school holiday..we all gathering in church,sing x'mas song together and will got santa claus to give us some small present~~a pack of sweet and chocolate...sound funny,but it meant a lot to me...a festival for giving love and warm,sharing and caring...

maybe it's just my own view..but anyway,Happy X'mas to all of my dearest friend!!May all the best will always stay beside u....