LEAVE ME ALONE

'what do i wan?' a question that i just heard over phone

well, good question..but answer is 'i dunno'
what do i wan???

erm...i wan somebody keep me company,i need someone who really care,really understand me...if i'm asking too much, if i can only choose 1...then,please let me have someone who willing listen to me...

last week,i'm so so so happy..y? coz of Wilber..yah,my super idol,love him so much..he is one of the guy tat i love the most in tis world..who is other guy tat i love? erm..my brother,my dad,my grandfather...

but tis week,start with suck...really,really suck..y? coz a 'MF' destroy my sunday..
i suppose to have a happy outing with frenz..BBQ steamboat,n bowling...but well,everything ruin down by a 'MF' tat we call him 'TTT'..(whats the meaning of 'MF'? hey,dun try to pretend innocent,use ur brain,u know wat is it...)..am i too much for call him 'MF'? nope,not at all...at least,i accept it..

y i hate him so much? hahaha..simple question with simple answer..coz he never do something right n always act like an A.H..(what is A.H? look at ur backside..u have it also...once again,ise ur brain..) lame,stupid, rude, talking rubbish..as conclusion,he have no standard n no brain at ALL... and he do something to me,which make me very very very angry n sick with it...diu~~i'm not a slut,ok? stay away from me..

but when i show my emotion on face, then ppl start asking 'hey,whats wrong with u?' diu~~~another stupid question..the ppl who asking tis question,i know u won saw tis,but i still wan to say 'u r such an IDIOT!' dude,u should know the reason,u should know why...then wat..still wan to blame on me? well,if i'm in bad mood,who make it happen? IDIOT, i'm just sit infront of u, AND U WAN TO TELL ME THAT U FORGOT ABOUT WHAT I TOLD U BEFORE? U FORGOT I HATE THAT A.H SO MUCH N SAY B4 THAT DUN ASK HIM OUT IF I'M HERE? diu~~~how old r u dy? brain still cant function well? i dunno why u wan to do tat, am i invisible?tats y u DUNNO I'M THERE N ASK HIM COME??? or ur BRAIN DAMAGE dy so not remember that we told u not to ask him come b4 coming out? so,tell me dude..DO U HAVE BRAIN N IS IT STILL IN FUNCTION? OR ITS JUST ALL RUBBISH INSIDE?

n now,i'm staying home all alone..headache,n feeling dizzy..but..no one around..no one care bout me...maybe..i shouldnt blame on anyone for anything happen in yesterday,no one should be blamed...y? coz i'm just nobody..no one will care bout me...why should them care bout my feeling? they can ignore me eventhough i'm just sitting infront..I'M JUST NOBODY...

so...what do i wan now? i wan to be ALONE...leave me ALONE...when i need someone,tat's nobody there...so..now i need no one...NO ONE...