angry..and the end...

i'm now in KL,sitting in front comp, just chat with someone, n it make me feel so~~~~~angry...

actually 2 ppl is chatting with me,1 make me feel angry, and 1 make me feel dissapointed...
but on the fact,i'm talk with 2 different ppl with the same msn acc...
feel weird,rite? actually not really..just 2 ppl using same id to talk with me only...
1 gal n 1 boy, gal is S,and boy is M...

S using M pc,his msn..at the first,i'm talking with M, n suddenly they switch user, it turn out become i talk with S...but,S didnt tell me she is S, so,at 1st i still though i'm talking with M... after that i just realise...

i call a frenz, C, n tell her wat the S say n wat she did...C know, and she also feel angry,both of us think wan to slap S..n maybe M...

wat so serious? ok..everything start frm last week, with a stupid msn chat..
just like today, S using M msn acc, n talk to me,but, without tell me who is she..she purposely do so, so,i though the one who talk with me tat time was M...n, all of sudden, M confess with me..say tat he love me n have more feeling to me...i dun feel happy with it, i just feel weird coz M was just confess with S, how come he will say so to me? n so,i i tell him i won consider n take it serious since i know M confess with S dy..

n in the night,M sms me,n tell me actually he is not the one who typing those stuff to me..i confuse..so i ask him who is the one actually..he tell me is S,the gal he chasing...wat the hell...i NEVER know it was her...i though the one talk with me over msn tat noon was M... not bcoz i stupid, coz tat was M acc, n the user didnt tell me who is he/she, so, automatically i will think tat was M using it....

so,i feel a little bit angry coz being fooled by S..n i feel really angry when M tell me tat S said she was dun meant to do so....walao....WAT A BIG JOKE!!! dun meant tat? then meant wat?
if she really doesnt meant tat,then she won do so at all...

n today, just now...S using M acc again..or can say at 1st i'm talking with M,but suddenly chage user but i dun realise tat, n after a while i just realise tat was S talking to me...n wat she write really make me wan to slap on her...

she dun feel wrong n never apologize for wat she do, she not realise that she was in wrong for fooling ppl, n she deny tat she fooling me,she said since i'm chatting with M always,i should realise tat those was not his type...WTF... i won know loh,coz i cannot see through the pc n know who was actually typing those thing to me, i know it was M acc, so i will think tat was M saying those..i think not only me, everybody will think the same...

she tot tat i will be all right to play...i will only all right to play if i know u was just kidding with me, but ... i dun think it is a 'kidding', coz its too much! it is a cheat! a lie! it hurting ppl feeling n a kidding shouldnt hurting ppl feeling... S never realise her fault, n still pretend that she was just playing.. tis show tat she never respect other, she dunno how to put herself in other ppl shoe, n never consider bout ppl feeling when she 'play'...

i say she was fooling me,n she deny it..i sure she is,coz she purposely dun wan to show her identity n wan to make me think is M confess to me...n till the end,she said 'ya,i purposely!coz i dun like he love u be4!'

all right!!!!! b4 tat she say 'i dun meant it', how bout now? 'ya,i purposely!'

n M,wat i tell u in msn now was true.. i try my best to protect u, for not hurting u.. but, wat u did to me? if wan to say bout my feeling now..i will say tat my dissapoinment was much more stronger than my anger...

i dunno wat should i do now...maybe...i will let everything go to the end... maybe...